Waiting for my first flight seems to take forever! I think all my batchmates has gone for their supi flights already except for me! Ugh! I just want to get it over and done with.
I don't want this dull moments because it just makes me think about the people I left behind in the Philippines. How I all miss them so much especially the man i left behind, figuratively. There are nights that I find myself with tears in my eyes. I usually don't think about it, to avoid the sadness but I guess I really can't just ignore it. I reminisce the times we spent together on my last days in the Philippines. How he made it special. Sigh.
I recently found a song that best describes how I feel for him. I really do miss him. I really miss my dave.
Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Going back. I'm still thrilled and excited about my supi flight. I've heard different type of stories from my batchmates. Some not so good and some had fun in their trips. So far, most were asked questions during briefing so I guess I should prepare for that.
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